I am depressed and I don’t know what to do

I miss the old me but I don’t. I miss my old life.But I don’t. I love myself but at the same time I don’t. I hate myself but I don’t. I feel so incompetent and completed at the same time. I feel like my life peaked in elementary school. As an 13 year old I feel that way. And I shouldn’t. I feel so loved and unloved at the same time all I want to do is disappear,but I can’t. So many people love me and hate me but all I can do for them is just be around. I want people to forget me and leave me here by myself . I can’t seem to find away out. All I can think about is the past. My heart hurts for you. You’ve staked me through the chest. It hurts please I can’t take it anymore. I feel as though I can’t talk to anyone, not because they don’t understand. I just don’t feel comfortable with myself taking about me. I hate talking about myself. And when I do I start to breakdown inside and it feels like my body is failing to keep me alive. But all I can say is I’m fine, don’t worry about it, let’s talk about you, are you doing okay. I’m sorry for me being me. I sorry for expressing myself through my hair and clothes.im sorry for taking to much.and im sorry for just existing. Im sorry.

BLOG OF DA DAY!!!!

Bro… my fucking music teacher fell and broke her tooth in half. I kinda feel bad tho bc she’s like 23 and like #tramatic. But anyways she handled that shit like a boss. Like bitch what??? When she fell she was handing out drums it was kinda embarrassing, and I THINK that her tooth hit the drum and then just popped off…. POP OF SISS. sorry… that was so out of pocket. It’s okay right, yeah it is. Also a fucking pen exploded in my FUCKING MOUTH and it got everywhere I was so scared but pretty much it, oh I also have a field trip on 6/6/24 so yeah okay love you bye ✌︎︎

HELLPPP :,(

My dad just fucking walked in on me listening to music(sexy song by joost Klein) and I just fucking shit my pants. Like it’s a good song just the way I was dancing was not ok, I was acting all sassy like a drag queen like TF I was I doing I love joost and his music but why does it have to be so sassy sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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